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A Day of Listening /may-2019-flute-talk/a-day-of-listening/ Wed, 24 Apr 2019 18:56:38 +0000 https://theinstrumenta.wpengine.com/uncategorized/a-day-of-listening/     One of the aspects I enjoy most about the lifestyle of a college professor and orchestral flutist is the intense, focused listening both require. Listening intently, and the awareness of what to listen for, are skills musicians use and develop every day. The type of listening changes depending on the musical context. The […]

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    One of the aspects I enjoy most about the lifestyle of a college professor and orchestral flutist is the intense, focused listening both require. Listening intently, and the awareness of what to listen for, are skills musicians use and develop every day. The type of listening changes depending on the musical context. The following example from one of my typical busier days illustrates some of the similarities and differences.

8:05 AM
    In my office preparing for the first practice session, I spend about thirty seconds listening to my breathing, not trying to change it, just letting it be. It is a way to clear the mind of any distractions and connect with the silence within. Remembering that music is born from that silence, I imagine the most radiant, resonant flute sound, filling up first the inner space and then the entire room. Once the flute is assembled, I want the first notes to be an extension of that concept. By going through this process, these first notes of the day are usually much better and more satisfying than thoughtlessly playing any old warmup lick.
    The first practice session is the time to listen intently and critically to one’s playing, to reconnect with the sound, and ask questions. Can the articulation be clearer here? What happens if I lengthen one note in that run? Will it sound cleaner? One of my favorite professors (an accomplished pianist) once told me when I struggled with a certain fast passage, that I should “listen with the fingers.” It helped slow down my listening and hear every note, even at top speed.

10:00 AM
    Rehearsal begins with the Camerata Woodwind Quintet, one of our university’s faculty ensembles. I am fortunate to work with accomplished colleagues for two hours today, as we refine Samuel Barber’s Summer Music for an upcoming performance. The score places many demands on each player, but the real challenge is being aware of what everyone else is doing all the time. This is the real work as well as the joy of playing chamber music. We all follow the beat of our inner conductor while trying to synchronize our dynamics, rhythm, and phrasing with the group. A successful performance requires arriving at a group concept, which we can only do through the painstaking rehearsal of details, often bar by bar.

12:00 PM
    As a student arrives for her lesson, I switch roles from chamber musician to teacher, focusing on her playing. The degree of listening focus is just as intense as if I were the one playing– it is just redirected. I find myself asking the student some of the same questions I had considered in my practice session earlier in the day.
    So much of flute technique, especially tone and articulation, occurs inside a flutist’s body and therefore cannot be seen. It is one thing to see a student’s hand position and suggest improvements, and quite another to hear an unfocused sound and identify the position of the tongue, for example, as a possible culprit. Sometimes it is helpful if the teacher purposefully tries to sound like the student in order to diagnose what the problem might be and then provide a good model for more resonance and ease of playing.
    During the week, I often ask students to listen to recordings of the pieces they are working on. I want them first to get a general impression of the work. What sorts of feelings does the piece conjure up for them? Is the work similar to compositions they have heard before? 
    When listening to something in an unfamiliar style for the first time, it sometimes helps to mentally sing along and try to guess where the musical line will go next. Composers often rely on a delicate interplay between meeting a listener’s expectation and thwarting it. If music conforms to expectations too often, listeners are bored. When the opposite occurs, people are put off by the randomness and crave coherence. Careful listening and attention to your reactions as you hear a piece for the first time can help you assimilate and internalize it more quickly.
    I ask the students to find other recordings and compare and contrast them with the first one they heard. How are the performances different? What can they learn from each? Do they prefer one to the other? If so, why? 

4:00 PM 
    With the afternoon teaching finished, I launch into my second practice session of the day. I again take a few seconds to reconnect with silence, listening to the breath, imagining the most beautiful, singing tone. In this session, I may be learning notes for an upcoming solo recital or reviewing the pieces for tonight’s orchestra rehearsal. Some of this practice entails listening to recordings and studying the scores of the works I will be performing. 
    I want to know what is happening in the music and with whom I am playing at any given time. If there are solo passages, I want to know what is happening in the music immediately before and after the part I play, as well as any accompaniment. 

7:00 PM
    Orchestra rehearsal begins. The kind of listening required here is similar to the woodwind quintet rehearsal earlier in the day, but on a broader scale, and there is added visual element of the conductor. There is always a danger in orchestral playing of following a conductor’s motions too closely instead of listening carefully to the other musicians. This is always a balancing act. This evening we are rehearsing Beethoven’s First Symph-ony, a work that is already well known to almost every musician in the orchestra. As we rehearse details, I find I am listening more to my colleagues than to myself, but we must continue to listen carefully to match intonation, articulation, and balance, never forgetting the role we play at every moment. 

10:00 PM
    On the way home from rehearsal, I often turn the radio on. If I am lucky, I find a classical music program like Performance Today that is already in progress. If the work playing is unfamiliar to me, I try to figure out who the composer might be. If there is a flute solo, I try to guess who is playing based on sound, phrasing, and vibrato. I am wrong more often than not, but it is fun, and I always learn something in the process.

11:00 PM
    After a long drive home, there is silence. This is one of the most important parts of my listening day. The ears need time to reconnect with silence in order to recharge and process all the sounds of the day. After a good night’s rest, they will be ready to function at full capacity again tomorrow.

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Drawing to Learn /may-2019-flute-talk/drawing-to-learn/ Wed, 24 Apr 2019 18:51:09 +0000 https://theinstrumenta.wpengine.com/uncategorized/drawing-to-learn/     When I studied with Barbara Conable (who wrote What Every Musician Needs to Know about the Body, Andover Press), she mentioned that people often use their bodies in the way they think they are put together. When someone has a problem, she has them draw how they think the joint works and not […]

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    When I studied with Barbara Conable (who wrote What Every Musician Needs to Know about the Body, Andover Press), she mentioned that people often use their bodies in the way they think they are put together. When someone has a problem, she has them draw how they think the joint works and not how it actually does. Based on what they draw, she can often see where the incorrect mapping is occurring. 
    I had an adult student who had an excellent setup with the left foot in front and the right foot in back. However, as soon as she began playing, suddenly her feet adjusted until they were side by side. Week after week I reminded her where she should place her feet, and she would nod in agreement. Then I remembered what Conable had told me and asked her to draw a map. This is what she drew: 

    When I saw her drawing, I knew what was incorrect. I showed her photos of a hip joint, and she quickly recognized that  hip joints are on the sides and at a different angle than she had drawn. Remarkably, she stood correctly while playing from then on. Conable was correct – we tend to use our bodies in the way we think they are put together. The amusing part of this story is that she was a kindergarten teacher. We realized that she had drawn a stick figure just like the ones she watched her students draw each day. No wonder why she had an incorrect map. 
    When I taught at the university level, I hired a professional repair craftsman to teach a weeklong basic repair class for my students during the summer. I thought this was important for my students because Idaho is geographically large, and the nearest good repair service was usually many miles away. I noticed that some students caught on quickly while others struggled. I think that students who grew up on farms watching repairs of equipment had a better knowledge of tools and how things work. After the class, however, it was evident that everyone (including me) played the flute better. The reason why flutists play  better after taking a flute apart may go back to Conable’s observation. Perhaps we play the flute in the way we think it is put together. For example, certain technical issues may be easier to solve when a flutist understands which keys are involved in playing the passage. 

Drawing the Flute
    This is an experiment I have tried that yields outstanding results. First, I give students a blank sheet of paper and ask them to draw the footjoint without looking at the flute. This is what one student drew. 

    Notice that she drew only the paddles and no keys. I found it interesting that she drew a flute with a B-foot because she plays a flute with a C-foot. When I asked her about the keys, she shrugged and said she did not know exactly where they should go. 
    Next, I added the keys to the drawing and asked her to color the paddle and the key that went together. Her drawing then looked like this. (The colors show which paddle goes with which key pad.) 

    Then I had her play a chromatic scale from low C to low E followed by a Db major scale watching for the slide between the Db and Eb key. In both cases her fingers moved with clarity and control. The improvement now that she had a better understanding of how things went together was obvious. 
    We moved on to the body of the flute. Before reading further, take a blank sheet of paper and draw all of the keys on the body of the flute. On the next page is a student’s drawing. Compare it to yours and to your flute.

    Notice that she drew the keys where her fingers are placed and also added the upper A. She probably added this one key because in the early lessons of the flute we enforce that in placing the fingers there is a skipped key between the left index finger and the middle finger. When I start beginners, I put a sticker on that key so students remember to skip that key when practicing on their own. 

By Twos
    Next, we looked at my flute as I demonstrated that the keys of the body of the flute operate by twos. The drawing below illustrates this.  Then as a review, we added check marks to the drawing indicating where the fingers are placed.Notice how the upper F also works with the E and D keys. 

    At this time, teachers could discuss how some manufacturers either make the lower G smaller in diameter to improve intonation or partially close the key with a plastic donut that is glued in or with a crescent that is soldered in. Explain why this is commonly called having a split E (the name for the note it affects) or perhaps the more correct split G (which is what happens in the construction). 

Trill Keys
    Without looking at your flute do you know which trill key the first paddle opens? The second paddle? Most flutists haven’t a clue. Once you know though, your intonation and quality of the tone on the trilled notes will be better. 

    Further drawings may be made of the headjoint, rods, and C# trill key. This experiment should be repeated as students become more proficient. The old adage the more you know, the better you will play certainly applies. Try this with your students and let us know how it goes. We welcome drawings and comments sent to: editor@flutetalkmagazine.com       

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Effective Studio Building /may-2019-flute-talk/effective-studio-building/ Wed, 24 Apr 2019 18:42:15 +0000 https://theinstrumenta.wpengine.com/uncategorized/effective-studio-building/     As careers in music continue to evolve, more and more flutists start a private studio, either as a supplemental or primary source of income. A portfolio career is the path most musicians pursue and a private studio is usually a key part of that.      A portfolio career is made up of […]

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    As careers in music continue to evolve, more and more flutists start a private studio, either as a supplemental or primary source of income. A portfolio career is the path most musicians pursue and a private studio is usually a key part of that. 
    A portfolio career is made up of many jobs that add up to the equivalent of one full-time income. In the past, musicians might have had one gig that supplied a full-time salary. As academic jobs in music transition to adjunct positions and orchestral salaries become lower and fewer, flutists are required to get resourceful and cobble together several part-time jobs. A private studio provides a steady income while allowing a flexible schedule for performing and freelancing. 

Before You Start
    The first step when considering building a private studio is to determine whether you like kids. It may seem obvious, but many people teaching private lessons do not like interacting with kids and end up being miserable. If you have never spent much time with students before, now is the time.  Offer to teach sectionals with a  local school band program or give a presentation on extended techniques. Test the waters. Notice whether you are happy and having fun helping students. If you cannot see yourself doing this every day, you should find another income stream for your portfolio career. 
    You should also consider how you want to affect students’ lives through music. Everyone wants their students to have great tone, technique, and sightreading skills, but think about what else you want to offer them. What do you see as valuable in flute lessons that goes beyond the music?  Having clear goals and objectives will help you determine the best ways to achieve them.  
    Next, determine what type of teacher you want to be and what lessons with you will look like. Frequently, private teachers rely on the same books, methods, and even lesson structures that their own teachers used. Instead of coming up with their own voice and ways of teaching, many simply fall back on the old ways without even considering other options. Just because a certain book or teaching method worked for you does not mean it will work for all of your new students. Explore new ways of conveying information through games, apps, and movement. A combination of resources from the past, present, and your own innovations can elevate the level of instruction in every lesson. 
    Consider elements that you can bring into lessons to reflect your goals in teaching music. How can you teach teamwork, leadership, discipline, and manners through learning Mozart? If you have never considered including these topics in your lessons, you are not utilizing the full power of music education. 

A Teaching Philosophy
    All of these things come together in the biggest element to consider when starting a studio – your teaching philosophy. Why do you want to teach? The most passionate teachers have a solid teaching philosophy. They know why they teach, how they teach, who they teach, what they teach, and what they bring to their community by teaching. To formulate a teaching philosophy, you might start by answering these questions: 

    1. Why are you a musician? 
    2. Why do you want to teach music?  
    3. How are you going to put your philosophy into action? What goals do you have for lessons? What do you want students to get out of their music education? 
    4. What will make your teaching special? What will you do to bring your philosophy to every lesson? 

    Leonard Bernstein is a great example of an effective teacher with a solid teaching philosophy. He truly loved teaching music. When his Young People’s Concerts aired on television, his excitement and passion were contagious. He inspired and educated millions of people. His explanations of musical structures and harmonies were never dull. It was like he was letting you in on a secret or a suspenseful story. He saw music education as a way to reach people deeply and get them as excited about music as he was. He taught music because he saw it as a way to link people through their souls. His conducting skills were great, but it was his passion to reach people and bring them together through music education that made him so dynamic. 

Recruiting
    Before you can consider recruiting efforts, your teaching philosophy should be in place. While it will evolve over time, if you do not know why or how you teach, how can you expect people to flock to you to take lessons? To successfully recruit, you have to truly know why you  want to do it.  Your philosophy should reflect a balance of flute goals and non-musical aspirations. Most students and families will not know much about the flute, but they do know about leadership, community, manners, and good citizenship. 
    Utilizing your clear teaching philosophy, begin to develop materials for your studio that might include a website, email templates to band directors and other leads, and an online presence or social media page. 

Website Considerations
    When building a website, it is extremely important to remember that budding flutists and their parents do not have years of music education, so keep in mind that they most likely do not know what repertoire, finger technique, Alexander Technique, and vibrato mean. Be sure your content is easy to navigate and comprehensible. 
    Your website should emphasize your teaching philosophy throughout. Gather photos and videos of yourself with students (with permission) to demonstrate your teaching philosophy. Everything on the website should reflect your philosophy. This shows potential students you are serious about teaching and provides them with a clear understanding of what to expect in lessons with you. 
    If your website is only about you and your accomplishments, you can expect very few email inquiries. While it is important to have a great biography, it is more important to show what lessons with you are like and make the decision of which teacher to choose an easy one. When you demonstrate a solid teaching philosophy and thoroughly explain your lesson offerings, students and parents are more likely to inquire about lessons with you. When shopping for flute teachers, most parents and kids look for pictures of lessons with other students. They want to see if they can envision themselves fitting in. They are not looking for a teacher’s biography full of accolades, lists of orchestras they have played with, or dozens of professional headshots. These items are important to include on an artist’s website, but consider showcasing yourself working with students on your lesson and teaching pages. 


Creative music games such as the “Scale Pail”game help keep students interested.

Owning a Business

    Having a private studio means running your own business. This scares many musicians because they feel they do not feel qualified as business people. In truth, many of the same skills developed in your years of musical training will stand you in good stead. Musicians work in a practice room to deliver a product in a satisfactory way for lessons and performances. The same is true for private teaching. The preparation that goes into building a private studio is just as important as teaching the lessons which are like a performance. The organization and planning skills developed over a lifetime of music training also transfer to the requirements of running a business. These include keeping up with email correspondence, being on time for appointments, organizing the schedule, planning when recitals take place  (making sure they do not interfere with school holidays or youth orchestra concerts), being prepared with handouts or new music for each lesson, communicating with students and parents, and looking ahead to plan future steps. Even if you do not have an MBA, building a business is entirely achievable as a musician. 
    At the heart of building a successful private studio is knowing why you want to have this as part of your career and how you can truly make a difference. You have to take the time to figure out why you want to teach and what you hope to impart to your students. Having a private studio is so much more than creating a steady paycheck. To be a truly effective music educator, understand your special skills and figure out how you can light a passion for music in the next generation.    


Consider starting a summer camp for your studio and include fun bonding activities.

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Basic Chamber Music Practices When to Trade Places /may-2019-flute-talk/basic-chamber-music-practices-when-to-trade-places/ Wed, 24 Apr 2019 18:24:43 +0000 https://theinstrumenta.wpengine.com/uncategorized/basic-chamber-music-practices-when-to-trade-places/     In order to play well in orchestra or chamber music, you must understand your role and be willing to yield the spotlight to other players. Sometimes roles are straightforward and well-defined. For example, your colleague has the melody, and you are accompanying, perhaps with sustained chords under the tune. Or your part moves […]

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    In order to play well in orchestra or chamber music, you must understand your role and be willing to yield the spotlight to other players. Sometimes roles are straightforward and well-defined. For example, your colleague has the melody, and you are accompanying, perhaps with sustained chords under the tune. Or your part moves with the melody, maybe in thirds or sixths, but is still the harmony part. Often in an orchestral flute section, the second or third flute “ghost” the principal – they play the same notes and rhythms with the intention of sounding like one large flute. Be aware that vibrato can interfere with this effect. 
    Flute and oboe frequently play in octaves to create a special blend, and flutists should be careful not to stand out too much from the oboe’s sound, as this can create a shrill imbalance. Vibrato should be eliminated entirely or at least kept to a minimum by both players, and subtle changes to the printed dynamics may be in order depending on the context. All of these instances require careful listening and tonal flexibility in order to blend or emerge.
    Many times, players switch roles in the middle of a passage, with one suddenly emerging above the other voices, using a soloistic approach, or conversely, disappearing into the background with a diffuse sound and no vibrato. 
    All of the above can be quite difficult to accomplish without skewing the intonation or distorting attack and articulation. 

Trading Roles
    There is an additional, common chamber music configuration in which the challenges may be still greater: the rapidly trading central role. More complex, polyphonic and imitative writing frequently takes this guise. Skill with quickly and lightly shading the tone is required to effectively address this type of writing. The purpose is to clarify the texture so that the listener’s ear is always drawn to the most important material. If handled too casually, the voices in complex writing can sound like a nursery school classroom with each child clamoring for attention.

Many Shades
    Though yielding to the other voice (shading) is a commonly practiced and rather rudimentary chamber music technique, rapid exchange of emphasis between voices, which can occur in various ways, is not so simple. Each passage has its own identity within the style and character, and shading should be applied appropriately, sometimes with great subtlety. Developing facility takes a bit of practice. Luckily, it is fun. Ask a colleague to join you in the following simple examples from the duet in E-flat major by Wilhelm Friedemann Bach (1710-1784). (Note: in my International Music Co. edition, this duet is in Volume 1, No. 3).

Basic
Mvt. 2, Adagio ma con molto, mm. 17-23

    This passage illustrates the basic technique. Players should attempt to match tone quality and vibrato, and tune carefully. In measures 18, 20, and 22, Flute 1 naturally makes a small diminuendo into beat 3, as dictated by the harmony (it is the resolution). This shading allows Flute 2 to have the solo in those measures. Vibrato on beat 3 should be minimal or excluded, and players should take care to avoid sagging pitch. Flute 2 shades in measures 19 and 21. Shading means playing a bit softer without actually changing the dynamic in most cases. Here it should be accomplished within a forte dynamic.

Faster
Mvt. 2, Adagio ma con molto, mm. 29-37

    This passage (shown at the top of the next column) from the same movement illustrates how shading technique is used according to the length, construction, and harmonic rhythm of the phrases. In measures 29-30, Flute 1 has the melody alone. In measures 31-32, Flute 2 has the primary voice, while Flute 1 is the accompaniment – but notice that the accompaniment is a moving voice. Generally, within the bar, moving notes should always briefly emerge in either voice. Flute 2 can slightly shade the dotted eighths in the melody in order for this to happen. If they are played too sostenuto, the moving line in Flute 1 will be obscured. In measures 33-34, harmonic rhythm is faster, and voices trade more rapidly. The player with the dotted eighth should shade slightly to allow the other moving voice to be heard. This can be done by placing a tiny diminuendo after the attack of the note.      You can create a space on the dotted eighth, but the phrase might sound stilted. Long notes in measures 35-36 can be de-emphasized through a softer dynamic within the diminuendo. Vibrato should be kept in check by both players throughout the passage, as it tends to cloud the texture and draw attention to itself. 

Harmony Too
Mvt. 1, Allegro, mm. 98-108

    Practice changing the rate of trading the spotlight in this passage. In measures 103-106, the rate of trading doubles with the voices alternating within each measure. Very subtle shading should occur on each dotted quarter note. In meastures 99-102 there is an interesting detail where harmony comes into play at times. Like moving notes, dissonances should generally be highlighted in the texture, as they represent a higher state of drama than consonant harmonies. 
    Each measure in this segment contains the dissonance of a second on the downbeat in the form of a chain of suspensions. If players exaggerate shading on the half notes and neglect to sustain into the tied notes, they are at risk of ignoring the dissonances. The half notes should be shaded very delicately, and perhaps a tiny crescendo applied at the moment the tie occurs, reinforcing the suspension. To complicate matters, this descending sequence should probably receive a slight overall diminuendo, which is not only appropriate to the style, but prepares the approaching crescendo in measures 101-104.

Balance
Mvt. 2, Adagio ma con molto, mm. 49-57 

    Shading is always relative to the register in which one is playing. The higher the note, the louder it is. In a manner very similar to the last example, measure 49 begins with the melody in Flute 2, who is then accompagnato in measure 51, where care must be taken regarding registers in order to balance. It is very easy for Flute 2 to be too loud. Exaggerate the piano dynamic. In measure 53 Flute 2 again has the principal voice, and Flute 1 should now alter the dynamic a bit towards forte in order to be heard playing the accompanying moving line a tenth lower, as low register notes are generally softer. In measure 55 the opposite occurs with Flute 2 having to shade for Flute 1 to emerge.

Character and Direction
Mvt. 3, Presto, mm. 7-11)

    Just as register affects shading, so do direction of line (rising or falling) and character (technical writing vs. lyrical).  In this fugal example, Flute 2 has the counter-melody in measures 7-9. Care should be taken with the 16th-note passage in measure 8 so that the virtuosity does not overwhelm the theme in Flute 1 in the low register. As the voices are crossing, balance can take care of itself; Flute 1 will become more present, and Flute 2 should weaken a bit in the descending scale and arpeggios in measure 9. Flute 2 should be aware that the last note of the flourish in measure 10 should be more present. It seems like the downbeat should be a normal unaccented resolution, but it should be immediately brought to the forefront as it is the first note of the next thematic statement.

Mvt. 3, Presto, mm. 22-24 & mm. 62-64 
    In both of these examples (shown below), care should be taken by Flute 1 to not overpower the theme in Flute 2 which is in the low register. In a contrast to the natural tendency, the accompanying ascending scale should have great energy but also a slight diminuendo to remain in balance.

mm. 22-24

mm. 62-64

Care and Share
    With determined practice these subtle balancing tricks become second nature. Once basic habits are mastered, more artistic concerns can emerge. Global aspects of general and specific phrase shape, mood, clarity of the composer’s message, and the pure joy of sharing chamber music with colleagues can receive the attention they deserve.    

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Imitation /may-2019-flute-talk/imitation/ Wed, 24 Apr 2019 18:14:04 +0000 https://theinstrumenta.wpengine.com/uncategorized/imitation/   Question: Is imitation a good skill to develop when learning to play?  Answer: People are told from a young age that copying someone is bad, and that they should strive to be original. However, being able to imitate another player or even another instrument or sound is an important skill for musicians. I remember […]

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Question: Is imitation a good skill to develop when learning to play? 

Answer: People are told from a young age that copying someone is bad, and that they should strive to be original. However, being able to imitate another player or even another instrument or sound is an important skill for musicians. I remember when I was a student at the Eastman School of Music, another student told me that her former teacher Harold Bennett, who played principal flute at the Metropolitan Opera, often used imitation during lessons. Students learning the visual arts are often directed to practice making copies of the works of old masters. Traditionally this formed a major part of their training. 
    Musical imitation hones listening skills and helps one really hear what another player is doing, whether it is listening to a teacher, a recording, or another instrument. By trying to imitate note length, intonation, tone, phrasing, nuances, and different air speeds, players learn to listen to what is truly coming out of their instruments. It is easy to listen to music without really hearing these finer details, but imitation requires paying much closer attention to them. 
    Imitation is also a valuable skill when playing in an ensemble of any size. A good orchestral second flutist listens and plays notes with the same length and style as the principal player. Even principal flutists should match the players around them, so the section creates a unified sound and style. It should not have to be pointed out that you are hanging over on a note, or playing with too much vibrato, or that you did not play the phrasing the same way as the other players in the woodwind section. Chamber music is the same, and players should be sensitive to the sounds around them and make quick adjustments. This can only happen when players are truly listening to the other musicians as well as their own sound. 
    I realized how important imitation is during a recent lesson in which I demonstrated a phrase, and then the student did not change the things that I was looking for upon playing it back to me. I realized that she did not hear the details in my playing, and therefore could not make the desired changes.      We then worked on imitation so that she could play with those changes, rather than me explaining note by note what to do. By listening and trying to imitate, you use a different part of the brain and learn to recognize non-verbal cues. 
    Another useful exercise is to imitate another instrument, such as the clarinet or violin, or the sounds of a singer. Listen to a great clarinetist and then try to copy the sound and phrasing without using vibrato. As you listen to a violinist, notice how they can change their bow speed and dynamics on a single note or bow. This is something wind players could benefit from. String players have many different bow strokes that give them hundreds of different sounds. Flutists can learn so much by hearing and imitating those sounds. 
    You could imitate nature sounds such as a bird in the woods. By listening to their sounds and rhythms, you might gain a better understanding of how to play Olivier Messiaen’s Le Merle Noir or Sergei Prokofiev’s Peter and the Wolf.
    Even if you want to sound just like Rampal, Galway, or Pahud, you will never sound exactly like another player. However, the exercise will improve your awareness and listening skills as well as your playing and make you a better member of any ensemble. This is an important skill that every player should spend time exploring.    

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Using Rejection to Become Stronger /may-2019-flute-talk/using-rejection-to-become-stronger/ Wed, 24 Apr 2019 18:08:22 +0000 https://theinstrumenta.wpengine.com/uncategorized/using-rejection-to-become-stronger/       Everyone deals with rejection sometime in their lifetime, and musicians more than most. Five professional flutists share how they learned to cope with it and use the disappointment to their benefit.  Leonard Garrison University of Idaho     The competition has concluded, and the judges have made their decision. The finalists line up […]

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    Everyone deals with rejection sometime in their lifetime, and musicians more than most. Five professional flutists share how they learned to cope with it and use the disappointment to their benefit. 





Leonard Garrison
University of Idaho
    The competition has concluded, and the judges have made their decision. The finalists line up on stage, and prizes are announced. The first-prize winner breaks out in tears of joy, and the others put on their game faces. Everybody shakes hands.
    This scene plays out over and over, and I am always impressed with the graciousness of the second, third, and non-prizewinners. It is not easy to keep one’s composure in public. These contestants act exactly as they should. Envy, one of the Seven Deadly Sins of the Middle Ages, gets one nowhere. The flute world is small relative to most other professions, and chances are, the finalists will be working with each other later in life, so it is important to maintain good professional relations.
    Besides, not winning a competition or audition does not necessarily mean that a performance is worse than others. The finalists can all be excellent in different respects. How do adjudicators or audition committees choose between a performer who relishes in technical display and drama and one who shows taste, subtlety, and sensitivity to style? 
    Failure in competitions, auditions, job applications, grant applications, and botched performances stings. However, most people at the top of their game – the greatest musicians, actors, sports figures, scientists, etc. – have had more misses than hits. In fact, a recent article by Tim Herrara in The New York Times suggests that people should keep a “failure résumé,” as the counterpart to a traditional CV “because you learn much more from failure than success.”  Such a record allows one to analyze failures and make improvements. The most successful practitioners of any field are not deterred by setbacks but instead use them to identify and overcome weaknesses. For instance, as a student, I was told intonation was my Achilles Heel, so I worked with a tuner and a tape recorder, practiced solfège, invented tuning exercises, read about tuning systems, and did anything I could think of to turn a fault into a strength. 
    Learn something from every experience, whether it is drinking less coffee before your next audition or restructuring practice sessions and slowing down for greater accuracy. Seek out honest feedback from a teacher, friend, audience member, fellow student, or adjudicator. You need good feedback, so get the best teacher you can and surround yourself with great musicians. Rather than internalizing disappointments, it is much healthier to talk through them with someone you respect.
    Psychologist Carol Dweck identifies two basic mindsets, “fixed” and “growth.” Those holding a fixed mindset believe that ability, talent, or intelligence are immutable traits. People with a growth mindset think that these traits can be substantially improved with hard work. These beliefs are developed early in life but can change. Some parents continually praise their children for being smart or talented, which often leads to a fixed mindset, while other parents praise their children for hard work, leading to a growth mindset. People with fixed mindsets do not react well to failure, as it only confirms an “I’m not talented” voice in their minds. People who adopt a growth mindset can more easily bounce back from failure, as they envision themselves developing the skills necessary to triumph. Fixed mindset people are risk averse; growth mindset people seek out challenges.
    This ability to dust yourself off and keep going is what Dweck calls character or what Angela Duckworth calls grit. (Duckworth is an American psychologist and researcher who wrote the best-selling book, Grit: The Power of Passion and Perseverance.) She has found that grit is the most important ingredient of success, far outweighing natural ability. She presents many examples of highly successful people who overcame their natural disadvantages to climb to the top – mathematicians who failed their first math class, basketball players who were shorter than their peers, and baseball hitters who started with an awkward swing. Grit takes an intense initial interest in an activity and sustains the passion and drive over the course of many years. It is a relentless pursuit of long-term goals, often in the face of adversity. 
    One must develop the ability to be self-critical without being judgmental. Duckworth points out that our culture associates failure with shame, which is an unnatural association. Preschoolers try all kinds of things at which they fail – from learning to walk to building a wall out of blocks. There is no shame in their failed attempts, and they try again until they get it right. To be successful, musicians must unlearn the feeling of embarrassment from setbacks and go for that next audition. 
    It is also important to forgive yourself for mistakes. You are human, and even the greatest players have off days. The trick is to prepare so thoroughly that even bad days still meet a high standard.
    Setting the proper long-term goal is key and provides a guiding principle. The goal should be clear but not too specific. For instance, a goal of becoming principal flute of the New York Philharmonic is impractical since this particular job might only become available once in a lifetime, and you might have a bad day at the audition. A more flexible, but still lofty goal, might be to secure a position in a major orchestra or even to find a career that puts the flute at the center of your life.
    Your attitude towards competition shapes how you deal with it. My teacher Robert Willoughby told me not to listen to other players at an audition but rather to focus on what I wanted accomplish. Think of competing with yourself, not against others, as you have no control of what they do. 
    In the end, failure forces us to examine what we really want out of life. Ask yourself if you really have the passion for doing this? If the answer is yes, find a way to cultivate your abilities further. If the answer is no, then you have discovered something important and can decide to take a different path towards happiness.  

    Leonard Garrison is Professor of Flute and Associate Director of the Lionel Hampton School of Music at the University of Idaho. Past President and Program Chair of the National Flute Association, he performs in the Northwest Wind Quintet, the Walla Walla Symphony, and The Scott/Garrison Duo and teaches at Blue Lake Fine Arts Camp in Michigan.



Sara Nichols
Towson University
Baltimore School for the Arts
    As I reflect back upon past rejections from the comfort of the present, I can easily admit those painful events truly shaped my life. As a young professional, I grappled with paralyzing performance anxiety as I embarked on the path of taking orchestral auditions. I thought I was doing everything humanly possible to prepare for a successful outcome. In addition to countless hours of practicing and painstakingly detailed coachings, I explored many alternative methods to overcome my ever-increasing audition performance nerves: hypnosis, Alexander Technique, beta blockers, and every self-help book I could get my hands on. Long before the advent of the internet, such illuminating resources were limited. Struggles were shared with trusted friends in hushed tones. Almost worse was the cloud of shame that never quite disappeared following another crushing defeat. As I reminisce about some of those bleak earlier days, it is almost embarrassing to admit how long it took to escape from that vicious cycle of self-doubt. Once I began to trust myself and recognize some unlikely teachers and guides along the way, I was able to pull myself up from this funk and come out on the other side. It took years of soul searching, coupled with real life experience, to realize those rejections were actually laying the foundation for far more precious gifts yet to emerge. 
    While I took my fair share of auditions, it certainly was not enough to develop the consistency necessary to demonstrate my best work in the allotted five- to ten-minute time span. Despite repeated audition disappointments, I was determined to better my skills and cultivate a freelance career. Miraculously, those troubling self-doubts remained at a distance during actual performances. In fact, I relished the opportunity to perform concerts with little or no rehearsal, probably because there was no time to ruminate over the loop of negative voices running through my head. Plus, any rehearsal or concert was almost a party in comparison to another, usually costly, cattle call audition. In time, working with supportive and inspirational colleagues cultivated a wealth of musical ideas and fresh approaches. My consistency improved with, well, consistent performances. I welcomed the challenges of a four-week run of a national touring show (4 weeks x 8 shows + 2 rehearsals= play it perfectly 34 times in a row.) I learned to become more introspective and competitive with myself so I could eventually trust my inner voice. 
    Raising three children provided a multitude of opportunities to redirect the attention away from my intense, even myopic, preoccupation to further my career. With practice time now measured in precious fragments, I devised ways to adapt and deepen my focus in order to accomplish more in far less time. My family’s care and best interest became my top priorities. All three kids soon became involved in musical activities, especially my string player daughters, both members of several youth orchestras. I now realize there were 20 consecutive years of shuttling to and from lessons, sectionals, rehearsals, musicals, concerts, and, yes, numerous auditions. Again, that irritating audition monster reared its ugly head. I do not know which was more challenging: supporting their practice preparation, delivering them to the audition destination while making attempts to redirect their escalating anxieties, or ignoring the excruciating din of other instrumentalists in the common warm up area. While I had adjudicated many students at countless competitions and auditions, it was a totally different perspective experiencing this atmosphere as a parent. From this point of view, I revisited flashbacks of auditions past. Then there was the ride home, as I attempted varying approaches to soothe their often agonizing frustrations and tears. After all, I could empathize with every morsel of their audition experience. We finally rationalized that jumping through these audition hoops was a necessary procedure to realize their goals to perform the great orchestral repertoire with first-rate players. We realized that each participant grappled with similar fears, and the judges were pulling for them to play their very best. Disappointments were confronted with courage, support, and the assurances of other opportunities ahead. Together we learned that genuine confidence is earned by taking such risks, and the rewards were well worth the trials of the audition process. 
    While my son was active in school bands, he was also a member of his high school cross country and track teams. This was my first exposure to competitive school athletics. I quickly surmised that the coach was equivalent to a conductor, and displaying good sportsmanship was no different than acting as a supportive musical colleague. The main difference was that each member was judged solely by the clock. Only the top runners were invited to join a team or qualify for elite races. Unlike music, results were rarely disputed because they were based on concrete measurements, and each meet was unpredictable and dependent upon physical preparation, conditioning and mental toughness. Since they occurred on a weekly basis, there were regular opportunities to measure and improve one’s standing. Less energy was expended on comparing one’s performance to another team member because a personal best time was considered the ultimate achievement. The correlations between the athletic and musical worlds continue to affect my perspectives on motivation, perseverance, self-reflection, and resilience.
    These rich experiences with my children have carried over to my teaching career. My students and I work hard to lay a strong foundation of fundamentals, experiment with time-effective practice strategies, and craft a list of goals. I still receive immense joy when a student experiences genuine pride while accomplishing a previously insurmountable goal, takes part in an exceptional musical event, or achieves well-deserved recognition. However, each path does not include a consistent and upward trajectory. All of the planning in the world cannot prevent a disappointing performance or audition experience.
    Students of every age and ability can be deeply affected by results from their school’s band and orchestra seating auditions. In fact, I have encountered many people who have carried such defeats with them for decades. Even though the agonizing episode took place in their youth, the memories are still vivid and hurtful. It takes considerable maturity to be circumspect with one’s playing, recognize strengths and weaknesses analytically, and be able to separate the musical skill set from the person. 
    Ensemble directors are often placed in an awkward position if a student or parent is dissatisfied with the results. Such directors are often accused of playing favorites or simply labeled unfair. I have several colleagues who hold blind auditions to avoid such monikers. Auditions for some youth orchestras can be highly competitive, especially those in heavily populated areas. Some might have over 50 flutists vying for four slots. If a student is successful, of course there is a celebration. When students are rejected, however, it is often necessary to seek out alternative playing outlets to reclaim their love for playing. Chamber music and flute choirs can provide enriching and reaffirming musical opportunities. It is vital to support and provide genuine encouragement when the path takes an unexpected detour. 
    Sometimes it can be a challenge for students, parents, and teachers alike when the final results of a competition or audition reflect an abysmal outcome. Perhaps that result is only second place, which can seem like a failure to some. Here is where the artistic merits can be impossible to gauge. When I am a judge, I make every attempt to portray an honest and fair assessment while offering constructive criticism, but we all view every performance from a different vantage point. I have seen this proven time and again when I have judged competitions. Often the panel is faced with a split decision while selecting a winner and must negotiate to reach an amicable conclusion. As teachers, we should make every effort to control how and where we express our emotional reactions to a possibly unfavorable outcome. Final results for any competition can have far reaching negative effects if disgruntled teachers or players vent their frustrations on social media. Indeed, many times I have longed for a performance that could be accurately assessed by my son’s stop watch. The healthiest solution is to try to learn from every experience and then move on to another goal as swiftly as possible. Rather than ruminating on losses and defeats, which only exacerbate the emotional toll, seek out effective coping skills. There is usually one winner. While it often requires a Herculean effort to be a graceful loser, it is always the best choice. Remember, other opportunities will lie ahead.
    Life is too short to dwell on rejections. They will present themselves in various forms including the loss of auditions, competitions, dream jobs, and even personal relationships. Each rejection is significant and should be faced with honesty and candor. Know that every rejection can act as a catalyst to create unlimited opportunities to become a more generous and compassionate human being. Rely on imagination and creativity to cultivate positivity when you face dark times. Do not allow others to define who you are as a musician or a person; trust your immeasurable powers. Count your blessings and be grateful always.

    Sara Nichols, an active freelancer in the Baltimore-Washington region, teaches on the faculties of Towson University and the Baltimore School for the Arts. Previously she was principal flute of the Baltimore Opera Orchestra (1988-2009) and guest principal flute with the Baltimore Symphony, the St. Louis Symphony, and the Opera Theatre of St. Louis. She is a graduate of Auburn (BM) and the Cincinnati College-Conservatory of Music (MM). Her principal teachers were Robert Cavally, Britton Johnson, Timothy Day, and Bootsie Mayfield. 




Thomas Robertello
Indiana University
    One of the privileges of coping with rejection is the opportunity to self-evaluate after being denied fulfillment of one’s dream. This can happen on the same day after receiving the news, or gradually in the weeks ahead. Disappointments are common among musicians. They deepen our sensitivity and strengthen our resilience if we manage them well. Allowing oneself a pity party of self-indulgence may be the best response initially. However, making space to take personal responsibility and seek out new opportunities to set future goals is the best long-term strategy. 
    I am struggling to narrow down my rejections to only a few – there have been so many! While in high school, I auditioned for a prominent youth orchestra that regularly performed in Carnegie Hall. I was denied by the conductor who, ten years later, appeared on the podium for a week as a guest conductor for the Pittsburgh Symphony. During the first rehearsal break I introduced myself and explained how he had crushed my hopes and dreams with his decision, loud enough so that some of my colleagues could hear. It was deliberate, awkward, and very cathartic. He was charming in his acknowledgement that he could see I was over it now, which I clearly was not. He only saw a crazy person who held a grudge, but didn’t want to fuel the conflict. 
    For me, turning disappointments into humorous situations is part of building a story that is only partly based on facts. There were real reasons I was not chosen for the position: my Firebird was rough, and others simply played better in their auditions. My blaming him at the time for a decision that he was justified in making did not improve my playing. The determination that followed did, and so did the ability to spin the story in a creative way. Sometimes the way we choose to cope or develop a new skill is the benefit. Sometimes the process of preparation leads to a higher overall level after the audition is complete. 
    I entered an international competition in Paris when I was 25. Having diligently prepared all rounds over a six-month period, I was fully ready to be tested and enthusiastic to participate in each stage. Upon being informed that I did not pass to the second stage, I wandered around Paris for a week eating chocolate mousse and cheese. I bought a fancy cashmere scarf at Hermès and generally felt sorry for myself. When I returned home and started practicing again, I noticed that I could do things that I had not been able to do six months prior to the competition. My tone, technique, and musicianship had improved. I played with greater ease and flexibility. I organized a recital to play the new repertoire I had learned and after a few weeks came to an important conclusion about my long-term process. The reward of hard work may be the new level of accomplishment in playing before success or recognition catches up. When I realized that I had to be in it for musical benefits, I accepted decisions without taking them personally. Magically (or not) more opportunities opened up. Years later, I still wear the scarf which has become a symbol of my fabulous imperfection!

    Thomas Robertello’s creative interests range from solo and orchestral performing to teaching at the college level and owning an art gallery. Currently the associate professor of flute at Indiana University, Robertello has been a member of the National Symphony, The Cleveland Orchestra, and the Pittsburgh Symphony and served on the faculty of the Asian Youth Orchestra, Carnegie Mellon University, University of Notre Dame, Roosevelt University, and the Cleveland Institute of Music.




April Clayton
Brigham Young University
    Confronting rejection is part of the human condition. It is a simple matter of mathematics when multiple people want what can only be given to one. However, there is much in the nature of what musicians do that exponentially drives comparison, competition, and the making of snap judgments about ourselves and others. 
    I remember a conversation that helped me formulate this certainty. Decades ago, I was talking with a computer software engineer who was thinking about a mid-career change of employer. He said that what worried him the most about the job search was how difficult it would be to give anybody a good idea of what exactly he did. He commented, “In a way you’re quite lucky. Non-flutists and non-musicians can hear you play and know right away that you are skilled. Even if they only have a moderately good ear for music, they can be impressed quickly. But for me, if I want to explain to somebody what I do, I have to show them hundreds of pages of computer code and explain what it is in these pages of code that proves I am good at it. Most likely the administrator I’m talking to will have little idea of how to decipher what I’m telling him.”
    The transparency of performance is a double-edged sword. Musicians can almost instantaneously convince people they are accomplished in their field. On the other hand, they often find themselves in situations where their entire worth seems to be summed up by an experience lasting five to ten minutes. Rejection can come so quickly that it feels surreal, shocking, and even devastating. 

One Moment in Time
    In this era of social media and readily available cameras on every smartphone, it is easy to realize that a photo is only one moment in time. You would never look at a photo of yourself and believe that it perfectly sums up all you are as a person. Auditions are rather like photographs. Musicians do themselves a great disservice when they expect an audition to summarize all of their strengths and weaknesses. In the space of a few minutes, the judges can never learn everything about players or their abilities. When you are rejected, think of the audition as a brief snapshot. It is too easy to feel that we have been discarded all the way through to the core of our being. Recognize instead that it is actually a small number of judges reacting to one particular moment and preferring a moment given by someone else, instead. It does not sum up your worth as a flutist, artist, or human being.
    Also, remember that when you finish auditions and competitions, only one person is truly happy: the person who won the position or received first place. Second, third, and honorable mention winners are usually not happy. They should be, given how many will walk away without any recognition, but everyone, of course, only wants first place.

Not Omnipotent
    When you find yourself sitting on the other side of the judging table, competitions look quite different. Sometimes judges are unified regarding who the winner should be. That is a very good day of judging. More often, however, they are not. I have sat on panels of judges where three were in agreement, while the other two had entirely different opinions from everyone else, including from each other. If the panel had been three judges rather than five, the outcome might have been completely different.
    There are also often factors you are unaware of. The first time I was hired to play in an orchestra was in fifth grade for a children’s production of Charlotte’s Web. I was the only flutist to be selected for the pit orchestra. The following year I auditioned again, but was not selected and was devastated. I wondered why they did not want me again. However, I later learned that there were no flutes in this production – the musical score simply did not require flutes. The decision had nothing to do with me at all. My ego was bruised for absolutely no reason. This kind of situation happens more often than we realize.

Rejection Leads to Success
    My students who experience the most success also experience by far the most failure. The key is in trying again and again. If you approach failure humbly, you will learn from each new taste of it, and your percentage of victories will go up over time. However, the world is filled with talented and accomplished flutists. While this is wonderful, it means that in addition to having a sensitive artist’s soul, you must have a thick skin. 
    What helps to develop this thick skin is a fierce belief that you have something important to say and a burning need to express it through music. If you believe in yourself, you have every reason to continue developing your career. Music is difficult. The only reason to do it seriously is if it is the only path you can picture yourself taking.

Learning from Failure
    All opportunities provide valuable information, and you should only let go of one in order to choose another that is better. You will soon discover that you have more success with certain opportunities than others. Rejection can help you learn your strengths and perhaps find a place in music where you are in demand.  
    When I lived in New York City, I learned that I was good at playing newer music with extended techniques, complicated rhythms, and experimental elements. Composers kept asking me to play their music. As I found success doing this, I realized that I should pursue further opportunities in this area.


    April Clayton is Professor of Flute at Brigham Young University, Woodwind Studies Chair at The Gifted Music School, and President of the Da Capo Alliance nonprofit. She is Principal Flute of the Utah Chamber Artists and performs frequently around the world as a soloist, member of Orpheus Wind Quintet, and with her flute-viola-harp trio, Hat Trick. She received her doctorate from The Juilliard School and is a Burkart Flutes Artist.


Marianne Gedigian
The University of Texas at Austin
    No – a little word that packs such a punch. We dread it. It makes us feel unworthy – a failure. Children say that word very early. Sometimes toddlers seem to repeat it on a loop track – it gives them power, some control, and lots of reactions. At some point, however, the word changes from a statement of power to a fear above all others. It can feel like everything is crashing down around you. No, you do not want me for the job? No, you do not think I’m good enough? Committees and judges do not know how great you were yesterday in the practice room, how hard you worked, how much you want it, or how many sacrifices you have made. It is so important to remember that they only see a snapshot of the whole you. 
    You cannot win if you do not play. You enter the race, the competition, the audition and try. You play and take your chances on that moment in time. There are of course the non-negotiable skills of rhythm, intonation, and other expected qualities to demonstrate, but there are also differences in preferences in orchestras and players. Even within orchestras or studios there is variety of thought, sound, and expression. This dizzying array of variables and the accompanying appraisal and assessment can feel mysterious or even overwhelming, but it is this complexity and diversity that might fuel your progress and development. 
    The truth is that you know your work, your ethic, and your process. You are your best critic and teacher but also often your harshest critic. It is upsetting to hear someone talk negatively to a small child, but we speak that way to ourselves all the time. What if you spoke to yourself in a gentle toddler-like way? Congratulate yourself on your effort and progress and explain the reality that successful outcomes can be finicky and elusive, and there is typically only one first prize. 
    You might logically understand that swarms of flutists are vying for a position and that it is a lottery of sorts – even though it is one that takes hard work, sacrifice and a strong dose of talent and good luck. However, even when you understand that the odds are not in your favor, your emotional self just wants it so much that it can make you feel personally rejected or attacked. 
    Musicians pour their hearts and souls into their art and leave some of themselves on that stage for all to see and hear. If you succumb to overwhelming negativity, you empower it. By contemplating and organizing feelings and goals, you might surprise yourself with a reframing of personal expectations and ambitions and feel excited for new possibilities. 
    Musicians seek endorsement, encouragement, and belonging, but the no will come – and does much more frequently than that beautiful yes. Remember that the no is a snapshot – it does not define you but does allow a chance to reflect, modify, and focus. Make a practice of counting all the times you hear (or tell yourself) no in a day, especially in practice sessions. Make a game of eliminating them and instead institute a series of directives that form helpful, affirmative habits. Keep a scorecard and actively shift those items to the positive side. 
    Winning is an easy-to-imagine short game. Perseverance is the long game created by having a vision, being relentlessly persistent, and by taking one step at a time. Remember how a toddler’s first crawl, word, and step are applauded. Picture your inner toddler’s eager anticipation of that first step about to be taken. Cherish and nurture your hopes as you totter with each uncertain, yet optimistic, step, knowing that you might plop over and have to brush off and try again. 
    If we allow that little word to define us, then we impose limits. Why not allow the no to nudge and urge us toward growth. If we treat ourselves compassionately in growth, we gift ourselves with robust freedom and resilient strength to choose which snapshots we highlight in our life’s album.   


    Marianne Gedigian, Professor of Flute at The University of Texas at Austin Butler School of Music (Butler Professorship), was a regular performer with the Boston Symphony Orchestra for over a decade, including several seasons as acting principal Flute under Seiji Ozawa. As principal flute with the Boston Pops Esplanade Orchestra and acting principal flute with the Boston Pops, Gedigian has been heard on dozens of recordings and Evening at Pops television broadcasts as well as the nationally broadcast Fourth of July specials. During the summer she teaches at Brevard Music Center. 

 

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